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Growing up as a young teenage girl I was only attracted to my gender rather than the opposite gender.

this happened eventually because of the things, traumas I’ve seen my mom faced in the hands of my dad and I can’t lie I was so traumatized by his actions, that alone turned me off and I thought it was best to

love women instead and be free from the beatings and torture. At the same time I felt like all these feelings where just for now but when I grow old it will eventually change but, Hell No!!

nothing changed the feelings only intensified I only had admiration and lust for women, I felt so comfortable with it and one day I attempted making out with my cousin sister…who was already far gone into the act than i was and that made it easier for me. days pass and the feelings onlygrew stronger not until I was a victim of rape 😪by my own cousin brother , it was a hard pill 💊 for me at that time cus I had sworn never to have a thing todo with a man,I became scared of men I hard this very bitter side about men in general and I refused being touched by anything human I developed so much hatred for both genders and then technology made it easier vibratory where invented them I got myself one because yes I am human and some days I need to make out so as to feelcomfortable…

…..to be continued

Huh 🤧 as human some nights I couldn’t help it.

technology made it easier as vibrators were invented and I had to get myself mine and it’s been practically 3years of using them and I can’t lie I don’t even feel anything for a man anymore.

like I find men very unattractive and the entangling with some it couldn’t just work cause I felt like what the heck could you give me? The sex? I could have enough of it from my vibrator and it’s been peaceful and at the same time chaotic as I feel like I am getting addicted to it already I can’t just stay off it, every time I try letting go the feelings of it becomes stronger and stronger and I can’t help but get to it each time 🥹. But…I want to really stop it and be normal again.